Soundless Tragadies Within

MOVED!

2009-11-04T23:30:00.002+08:00

Siti Aishah Bte Jamil has officially moved to

[ AYAAA-CHAAAAN ]

please re-link if youu want.
and to those who have LJ, add me up!

2009-09-05T12:51:00.001+08:00

has given up.

2009-09-04T00:03:00.003+08:00

i failed math for the nth time.
but this time, i feel like completely giving up.
seems like Jaimie's also had a rough day today.
she failed her Pre-call test.

and i quote my Darling girlfriend here.

- [ It's times like these that I wish I knew you in Rl ;__; ] -

and thanks for the encouragement as always babehh ♥
and youu too, Ganbare in school!

2009-08-21T23:50:00.002+08:00

LOVE

2009-08-15T00:34:00.003+08:00

*urgh*
today was fun. really.
i apprecieate the efforts by the juniors [;
***

but... im so demoralized now i dont feel like doing anything.
i question myself this: i can really be an author?
i just feel like crying but idk why.
i knew i didnt stand a chance but.. idk.

yes. some of youu may have guessed it right.
i received the competition results today.
and, sadly, no spot for me.

Aya.

ps: Kame-chan. get well soon. ily, youu peverted turtle.

2009-08-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

Jaimie's jaws got locked again D:
i hope she's alright.
go see a doctor already! mouu~

***
KAT-TUN got harrassed by fans during the summer tour in Sendai!
*gasps!* iknow youre fans. im one too.
but please, control yourselves *pffft*
and theres an Earthquake in Tokyo!
but the boys are in Osaka nao ;p

***

Mother tongue results tmr. lucks people!
esp dearest 4EC. wow. time flies.
theres only 3 months left with youu guys
;______;

KK, Im A Man

2009-07-25T15:21:00.001+08:00

"If tonight
I would lose you
I wont forget because I still love you

In the endless road
what would you wish/think
Don't forget that feeling
And let me be next to you

Looking back at the distance between you and me
you taught me that
i am not alone

When you are feeling sad i decided to be right behind you
so don't forget that i love you

If tonight
I would lose you

I wont forget because I still love you
So dont forget that I still love you"

Kamenashi Kazuya; I'm A Man

OMGG ;_; ily moar than ever nao

2009-07-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

a surprise brand new solo.
during the summer concert yesterday.

a guitar, perfect lyrics.
a beautiful voice, a perfect man.

***

after 10 mins of stalking the internet, i found it!
downloaded it A.S.A.P and has listened to is for 3 hours straight
still replaying it!

videos arent out yet, just the vocals.
im proud to say, i fell for his voice.
from the first note he ever sang.
i have always, fell for his voice.

亀梨和, aishiteruyo

Aya-chan

2009-07-16T20:38:00.002+08:00

ily Jaimie Nicole Tulao ♥
thanks for trying to cheer me up.
iknow youu think youre not good at it
but your comment in LJ made me smile.

and yes hun, i did take your advise and cried my sorry eyes out
kimochi~

-Aya

2009-07-13T22:53:00.001+08:00

ouhh fucking hell.
im so fucking stressed up.
there is just too much work!

gone on a 4 month hiatus at CR.
aside from mod duties, i think its for the best.
still writing, but not as often and im still pleased
that people wait anxiously for my updates!
thanks minna-san!

6600 + views in LJ!

wowowow
prelims coming. then O's.
then... parting.

OMG. I DONT WANNA SEPERATE! D:

2009-06-29T23:51:00.003+08:00

the vacation i had, was short-lived.
i had fun while it lasted.
typing and typing out my fics.
chatting with friends overseas.
meeting new people everywhere
and watching auhsome videos that are definitely loved.

to all the 4870 people who have viewed my LJ.
and enjoyed my fluffy fics, honto ni arigatou :3
though i wont be able to update them as usual.
im glad you guys still wanna read the next chapters [:
the comments, were all overwhelming!
<33

***
and i was bummed to be back in school.
but as i got to the familiar class, nothing but happiness overflowed.
its great, to be back to the usual family [:
its great, to hear the usual gut-bursting-laughter.

and its definitely great, to be with class 4EC and Mr. F again
<333

-Aya

2009-06-28T13:20:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG.

THERE MAY BE A KAT-TUN FAN GATHERING AFTER O'S

FINALLY! IVE BEEN DYING FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE ONE!

2009-06-15T18:51:00.002+08:00

and im getting auhsome responses from my current story
PS: I love you

GOD you people at LJ are auhsome!
i cant wait to write more!

***
and Jaimie my lovable Ninja partner says
i suck cause she wants MORE :DD

HUAHUAHUA

2009-06-15T00:30:00.003+08:00

WOW TODAY WAS AUHSOME :D

it was totally last minute but i texted Amy to see if she could go
to the fireworks dispay near northpoint just now.
its been like, AGES since we went out together! >:p

GODD. me, Amy, Fee and Iqa were like so totally jakon seeing them.
like tak pernah nampak fireworks! ROFLOL.
AMY & FEE! I WANT PICTURES!
AND IQA~ IMY ALREADY!

the response im getting from my fics at the fandom & LJ are AUHSOME.
im soooo writing more since minna-san loves them :D

2009-06-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

I THINK IM GONNA DIE.
I CANNOT BELIEVE I JUST SENT THAT EMAIL TO HIM.
I CANNOT BELIEVE WE SENT IT.

AND I CANNOT BELIEVE IT SENT IT IN PARTIAL JAPANESE/ENGLISH
~~i hope he gets it!~~

ily so very very much KK-san

-Aya

2009-06-09T17:21:00.003+08:00

i saw this and it made me laugh!

OMG. old auntie wants to high-five T.O.P

LOL

2009-06-07T18:25:00.002+08:00

O.M.F.G

its ~~one~~ TWO frickin miracles

F.T ISLAND IS COMING TO SINGAPORE
F.T ISLAND IS COMING TOS INGAPORE
THIS JUNE
*.*

AND

SS501 IS COMING TO SINGAPORE
SS501 IS COMING TO SINGAPORE
THIS DECEMBER
*.* *.*

i think i'll just die of joy
*inhale exhale inhale exhale*

BIGBANG! WHEN ARE YA GONNA COMEEEE? ):

and Yi Hui! im soooo going with youu right? :DDD

miracles DO happen
[;

-Aya

2009-06-03T07:21:00.001+08:00

its the holidays, but why am i still going to schoooool...? -.-

2009-06-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

Question: Where were i (and my friends) at this date a year ago?
Answer: PERTH.

OMG. i miss Perth T-T
it was around this time me, Nam, Fazil, Gino, Yat & Amy
were eating ice-cream and LOL-ing so much
cause Fazil was eating it the 'wrong' way
HAHA!

I. WANT. TO. GO. BACK.

2009-05-31T13:53:00.001+08:00

"since i rarely see you, thought of using kame just to rmbr u"

and that was the sweetest thing a guy had said to me
just so whoever it was knows ^^

-Aya

2009-05-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

livejournal server is down for tonight D:
and i just wanted to update it. *grrr*

im seriously considering to move to LJ no that ive got the hang of it.
and the layouts, are muuucch easier to get!
and so many varieties too :D
but, ive been keeping this blog for 5 years.
*feeling sentimental attachment*

recently, ive started to continue to write fics again *grins*
im glad people commented and such!
shocked at the number of readers asking me for more too. nyaha!
not forgetting the new Singaporean friends ive made.

YES. youu heard me right. SINGAPOREANS. haha!
apparently, their j-fans like me too!
and better yet, KAT-TUN fans :D

till here.
ps: my body aches bad! D:

-Aya

2009-05-24T17:13:00.002+08:00

im back [:
miss me? nah i dont think ya did. so anyway.
in case youre wondering where the hell i disappeared to
this past month, well, i was mostly at LJ & CR.
i just HAD to catch up with the girls [:
GOD. ilysm girls! and im really glad that we got to know
each other more and more. minna da~~~suki! <33

and of course, ive been studying for mid-terms.
however, i did pretty bad. and i was seriously depressed.

so on thursday, i went out with Sitieee & the BB boys!
went to watch Night At The Museum 2. GOSH, it was
seriously funny :D i laughed my heart out.
and after that, we had time to play badminton with Dewi
Sheada Meera & Azura. LOL. till, it rained. haha!
seriously, that was a darn fun day out.
and after months of not palying the guitar, ive finally resumed [:
im pretty entrigued by Eric Clapton. hes just amazing!

Friday, i had my official last NPCC training. awww. im gonna
miss the juniors loads. sec3's! do your best yeah?
and my sec 2s & 1s are just adorable :D god. miss them already.
but nevermind! next week, we'll go hiking! yeah!

ouhkayy, so id talk about my J-stuff, but i take it youre
not interested. haha. nevermind. i'll post those in LJ.
thats all for now.

tc! love youu people <33

ps: I MISS GILERRS. night Safari yeahh? :D

2009-05-23T15:36:00.002+08:00

omg im so very inlove with this video from the concert!
Uebo can really play the piano <333

im so very awesomely proud for being a KAT-TUN fan (:
theyve just set a world record foe being the 1st band.
to do a concert for 10 consecutive days in Tokyo dome.
its not over yet though. boys, ganbare!

ps: my results were a failure to me! i hated myself so darn bad! GOD.

2009-05-21T20:44:00.001+08:00

FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK
ADAM FUCKING LOST ):

2009-05-17T14:45:00.002+08:00

exams so far?

i screwed up math paper 2
i screwed up my literature paper
i screwed up my malay paper 2

i think i aced pure hist (except SBQ)
i think i did well on malay paper 1 (UNBELIEVABLE!)

was not satisfied with english paper 1
kinda satisfied with math paper 1
kinda satisfied with social studies

and ouhh. im so very annoyed that i (we) wont get to see the boys live in the dome.
i CANT wait to hit 22, so i can finally see them live.
and maybe (prays hard) with the babes in CR too [:

and ouh. finally gotten over him.
Kame just rocks. he has the ability to heal a broken heart always

<3333

2009-05-09T15:48:00.002+08:00

hello (: been ages yeahh?

im considering using LJ permenantly though.

anyway, another month HIATUS.

yes. cause, of exams.

recently, ive been addicted into editing photos ^.^"

its reeealllyyy fun haha.

aites. thats all.

see ya in a month's time (hopefully)

study hard people! :D

- im soooo over youu (: -

2009-04-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

1 MONTH HIATUS

ouhkayy so i havent been updating.
thats cause im currently addicted to posting in LJ.
lols. will post here less often this month.
wanna get used to LJ for awhile.
so anyway~

monday, bad day. bad mood. monday blues.
and during Physics experiments.
Genji & Hotstuff were talking about relationships.
outta the blue, asked me if ive ever been in one.
awkward topic. but, guys gossip just like us girls :D

and Genji doesnt believe that ive NEVER pierced my ears.
till i showed him that is. hehe.
kept emphasising that i SHOULD pierce them.
and said that when im sleeping he'll pierce them.
LOL. i aint gonna pierce my ears Genji!
even youu cant make me pierce them! :p
tuesday, stuff happened. went home early cause of that, and i was sick.
i felt really awful after morning run..

ouhkayy so this'll be my last post (maybe) for this month here.
will be on a hiatus from Blogger and active in LJ for awhile (:
and Bestie Jaimie made me a moderator in CKT group!
uwaaaaaahh i miss her sooooo~~ <33
i just love her larhh. J-chan! youre one awesome friend hun *kissu*

much love, till i get back
- Ayesha

2009-04-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

Corrinne May
Something in you

❤ ❤ ❤

Don't know what you do to me but
Everytime I'm with you it's a natural high
It's like rediscovering Eden
with chocolate coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
And everytime you look my way
I wish I had the guts to say

There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.

I'll think I'll hire Cupid
He'll make you see I'm more than your friend
You'll be tossing and turning
Counting the hours till you see me again
And when we meet
you'll kiss my hand and say the words I've longed to hear

There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you

(yeah...)

There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.

I'm falling in love with you.
I'm falling in love with you.
I'm falling in love with you.

2009-04-04T19:14:00.002+08:00

A picture tells more than a thousand words
ily 4EC :D

2009-03-23T18:24:00.002+08:00

yknow. i really had the monday blues today.
i had no mood whatsoever to study.
and was restless the whole damn day.
at a certain pont of time in school i almost cried.
and also almost yelled at a few people but i didnt.

Dewi, Nam. its eating me.

Yamapi was right in saying.
that theyre always consequences in one's actions.
but i dont see how mine, is so bad to deserve this.
i better stop now. goodbye.
-Ayesha

2009-03-20T20:32:00.003+08:00

i now understand why Detroit Metal City is NC16
zomgg. and it was hella funny! :D
met Dewi and happily bought the tics.
then went up and the fella looked at me head to toe

guy: can i have your identity card?
me: hold on...
(silence)
me: Dewi.
Dewi: hmm?
me: f---. i didnt bring my ezlink nor IC.
Dewi: *laughs*

so we changed the tics to the 4:25pm one.
went around searching for Emooo's present.
hope she likes it :D
met up at 4plus again to catch the movie.
it was hella worth the money!
i didnt know Matsuyama Ken'ichi could act like that.
seriously i was shocked.
and me and Dewi were totally freaked that.
there were die-hard Death Metal fans like those
in the movie that actually exist in this world.
its a scaaaary thing 0.0

so the next movie, WILL be a horror one :D
ive watched these with her so far:
one comedy (Detroit Metal City)
one suspense (DeathNote 2)
an american comedy (Yes Man)
an american thriller (Poseidon)
whats left is a romance and a HORROR :D
super cant wait. maybe its gonna be 'The Unborn'
-Ayesha

2009-03-18T14:50:00.004+08:00

Adam L from American Idol is awesomely adorable!
i swear, his style and everything reminds me of:
Lukas Rossi
<3333

bought a pinky ring similar to Kame's!
yatta! and im happy~ :D so i cant wait for Friday.
movie with Dewi and maybe Nam & Ifahh.
a silly rockstar movie.
it had good ratings last year in Japan.
and most of my friends there recommended it to me.
gaaaahh~ when will Friday come?
and Dewi, thanks for listening to me the other day.
youu always know when im down *winks*
haha and Nam, dont worry i dont mind (: and thanks too yeahh?
iknow i sounded totally childish there.
but, idk. its really hard to explain.
like as if, the someone's trying to say that that part of me.
isnt supposed to exist.

-Ayesha

AND HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NURUL FITRA! :D

2009-03-17T00:31:00.003+08:00

its 12.30am.

something's been bugging me for the past few weeks.

i just hate the fact.

hate it hate it hate it.

and its getting bloody annoying as time goes by.

i need someone now. but idk who.

J-chan IMY. Sharon IMY.

Zati IMY. Priscilla IMY.

i need youu babes more than ever now.

yknow how people can be really mean ):

-Aya

2009-03-16T19:16:00.003+08:00

its late but~...
Hari Raye 2008
[ NSS & NVPS ]
http://bakayesha.multiply.com/photos/album/1

and the recent
NPCC annual camp 2009
http://bakayesha.multiply.com/photos/album/3

more pictures soon.
andd Syazaaa youu smelly girl.
i want the GILERRS day out pictures! *rawrr*
-Ayesha

2009-03-15T22:34:00.001+08:00

hello~
guess what time i woke up today?
2pm. LOL.
and im still tired.
ouhkayy. i wanna sleep alrd.
haha. Spider-Mann calls me a pig for sleeping too much.
hehe. anyway, NATT darls and my other friends
shall not keep youu waiting.
here youu go :D
-Ayesha

http://bakayesha.multiply.com/photos/album/2/Passion_Arts_2009

2009-03-12T22:54:00.002+08:00

hello~
sorry for not blogging.
small update now.
exams are over.
i did fairly well and im happy ^^
i guess, studyingg really helps ALOT.
i passed BOTH science.
and im totally estatic about it!
kayy, tomorrow's camp.
be back saturday night.
blogg monday yeah?
<3333's

-Ayesha

2009-02-28T23:11:00.005+08:00

this video calmed me down.

i laughed. HARD.

now iknow why i laugh the way i do.

cause im so used to seeing him laugh like that.

LOL KAME!~ i blame YOU for the way i laugh!

2009-02-28T22:02:00.001+08:00

im dead scared now.

currently online with Miss Shaleni cause.

there seems to be a problem with my essay.

yknow what?

WE HAVENT A CLUE ON HOW TO SUBMIT IT

shes helping me now.

GOSHHHHHH

let there be a miracle.

deadline: 12am

2009-02-27T11:51:00.001+08:00

the 'Senior' schedule o.o

will not be blogging till further notice.
see my schedule and understand that
ive alot to cram into my life.
in fact, most of the seniors.
*sighs*

didnt go to school today.

rushing for he deadline of my essay.

-Ayesha

2009-02-25T22:29:00.003+08:00

night.
today, our awesome UG parade was cancelled.
in replacement, the PA rehearsal.
and for that, i received a huge scolding from Miss Uma.
though she was scolding all four of us.
i felt that she was directing it all me most.
its been so long since i broke down in school.
and i did just now, due to frustration.
to all that consoled me, i thank youu (:
its been a long day.
now im tired but waiting for CKT episode 98.
cause CKT can make my day!

2009-02-24T21:16:00.001+08:00

THANKS A LOT.
CAUSE OF YOUU GUYS.
I GET THE BLAME FROM MISS UMA.
HONTOU NI ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU

-AYESHA

2009-02-23T21:58:00.008+08:00

亀梨和也, 誕生日おめでとうございます!
♥ ♥ ♥

today, is 23rd ferbuary 2009
and dearest KAME turns 23! *pops crackers*
Kamenashi Kazuya, happy birthday! :D
thank youu for all youve done for us fans.
youve always put in alot of effort in your work.
and we as fans, wish we could thank youu more.
Ganbare! we'll support youu in everything youu do! :D
all the best with KAT-TUN!
its KAT-TUN's year to shine!
Kazu-Chan, zutto ni dai~suki! <333

besides Kame's birthday today.
i throughly laughed my heart out ALOT.
during Pure Hist, malay, math coaching sessions & Sinda.
omfg, gerek sakk ketawe rabak2.
i miss laughing like that (:

2009-02-22T17:55:00.002+08:00

"I dont wanna cry alone"

:: Rescue; KAT-TUN

its a part of the chorus,

but i meant it.

ps: KAME-CHAN!~

youre turning 23 in less that 12 hours!

and Rescue performance was AWESOME! :D

2009-02-20T21:38:00.005+08:00

J-chan, youre a doll! :D

Jamie sent me this!

though she already made one for me.

(the one put up in the Kame Fandom group)

she made another personally for me.

goshh! this made my day :D

ILY JAMIE! <3333's

ps: I MISS BFFs SO VERY MUCH ALSO ):

2009-02-19T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today, was ouhkayy.
just, more and more work pilled up.
helped Spider-mann with the camp just now till 7pm
i passed Chemistry for the second time!
i guess, studying and memorizing really helps.
ive hope for Chem, but not physics.
i swear she sucks in teaching! goshh!
the over-workload, is getting onto my nerves.
iknow its fow our own good.
heck, we frickin' got to that part.
but even Mr Faizal agrees that they should.
put the sessions on alternate days and mastery tests on.
alternate weeks. and Cikgu Radz feels its.
sungguh leceh to have the remedials too. goshh.

its like, we have mastery tests, weekly tests.
homework, CCA's, punishment homeworks.
plus the sometimes useless coaching sessions.
yknow what coach means? to teach, to aid.
what we do is sit there, and do worksheets that the.
teachers give and they just disappear like *poof*
not all though. only the great ones help us. LOL.
my god! might as well go to the library to study!

on top of everything, we council members have it hard.
cause we're expected to participate throughout the year!
like f---! i feel like if this goes too far.
id just want to write a petition.
or better yet, boycott school. period.

PS: Abangg, thanks for the present! :DD

-Ayesha

2009-02-18T21:51:00.011+08:00

Thanks to J-chan & the Kame Fandom Group!
youu guys are so sweet as to make me this.
cause iknow, not all members can get this.
for their birthdays. i swear im so touched!

to my CR friends, thanks for all the gifts & wishes! <333
and to dearest ZATI for making me this!
OMG honey ILY :D

also to dearest KAT!
*gaaahh* thanks! youre so sweet honey!

and of course i cant forget:
to EVERYONE in school, i thank youu for the wishes!
Band 1 English, Sec4 & CI's in NPCC, Sinda 4E class.
thanks for singing to me 'Happy Birthday'

it totally warmed my heart.
to Abangg, Amin, Uncle Jason, Daddy
(more but lazy to type)
thanks for the presents!
Parames and Hidayat for the chocolate.
and BLOODY MONDAY DVD respectively.
to Daddy and Hilton hotel staff members.
thanks for the beautifully decorated Cheesecake! :D

and lastly, to CHANGMIN OPPA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :DDD
SARANGHAE! <333
im proud to share the same birthday as him!

2009-02-16T17:38:00.002+08:00

ZATI!~
OMGG BABE. YOUU MADE ME JEALOUS!
AND J-CHAN TOO!
they bought KAME merchandises!
KAME as in both TURTLE and KAMENASHI KAZUYA ones.
I WANT A TURTLE NECKLACE.
I WANT A KAME MUG.
I WANT KAME STUFF~~~
*.*

ps: take note, KAME in japanese means Turtle.
and KAME is also my favourite actor/singer's name.
so its a pun basically. LOL.

2009-02-15T12:24:00.001+08:00

GOSHH IM HAVING A WRITER'S BLOCK.

MAN THIS SUCKS.

my essay is pretty gruesome by the way.

im doingg one war

-Ayesha

2009-02-15T09:41:00.002+08:00

ive decided to join the essay competition.
im already writing it.
and i want this REAL BAD.
i mean, if it gets published.
it'll me one and only chance to show my talent.
im sorry, i sound so ego. LOL ^.^"
but i swear, i want this.
-Ayesha

2009-02-14T14:35:00.002+08:00

the hectic week is over ~
but then, another one arises.
for those of youu who are unaware of this.
the coaching sessions will end at 4:30pm from this week.
that includes Monday, after mastery tests.
thankks aye to whoever who extended it.
thanks alot.

hectic week two, in 2 days.
joyy.

ps: Happy V day people! (:
cherish your loved ones.

-Ayesha

2009-02-10T21:53:00.003+08:00

ZOMGG. SHA-CHAN! ILY

today i came back and got a really warm feeling
cause though im not online in CR now.
my friends constantly send me comments.
asking how i am and that they miss me and such.
GOSH. im so lucky to have youu babes (& guys!) in my life
and this was given to me by Sha-Chan by surprise.
OMG seriously. i was shocked! thanks heaps babe!
its been officially one year that im in CR.
and i thank all those whom i befriended, vice-versa.
for still keeping in contact with me though im busy.
and of course, for giving me a home in CR.
and a BIG family to fangirl with!
i'll continue to do my best, contributing KAT-TUN
and Kame stuff to CR ^^v
ILY people!

-Aya

2009-02-08T15:36:00.002+08:00

Today, i discovered something interesting 0.0 - Kame

this was posted like, a week ago.
and Kame, im still wondering wth it is! can anyone guess?
looks like a walkman to me haha
andd ZOMGG. Zati's sooo missing out.
that picture of Kame.
withh ____________ posted by Jamie.
nearly killed me. HAHA! goshh why is he so adorable?!
and his expression was like "Eh? Oops"
and Bakanishi's was like "Kame, _______"
AHAAA! it was soooo cute! must see the making of the PV.
and im sooo relieved about Kame appearing in An An.
the preview pic was relieveing yet disappointing.
but im GLAD. very GLAD

ouhkayy so ive revised and done most of my homework.
now im left withh SS. and texting Genji just now.
he and i were complaining about all the workload.
the teachers are pushing to us and all.
ouhkayy done for now.
- Aya

2009-02-07T22:09:00.003+08:00

The most beautiful, are unreachable

Hello ~
the week's been hectic, really
ive just done D&T and a few math questions.
*gaaahh* god i still have MORE to do
yknow, i was wondering the other day.
somethings, do change.
like, even if its been so long.
things never goes back to the way they were.
somehow, i miss these things uhkk.
but what can i do? i guess its beyond repair

AND! i just updated my calender in my phone.
on the 18th of february, this is my schedule:
0730 - 0230 : School
0300 - 0330 : Council meeting
0400 - 0610 : Total Defence Rehearsal
0645 - 0900 : SINDA math lesson

practically, the WHOLE day i'll be busy
and guess what? thats the day of my 16th birthday.
ouhh joy

-Ayesha

2009-02-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

Hottstuff! im praying for youu! :D

Hottstuff came to school todayy!
he had to go for an operation just now.
he was the same in class, hyper. ahaaa!
but he told us he was scared too.
i told him about the blood test, cause i took one before.
his reaction was funny uhkk! :D
dont worry Shai, iknow you'll come out handsome as ever!
Shai get well soon! ^.^b
- Ayesha

2009-02-03T23:05:00.001+08:00

Crap. i loved my old skin.
but the photobucket thingy ruined it ):
ah well, i went for simplicity this time.
tomorrow, is a really BUSY day.
- Ayesha

2009-01-31T12:02:00.004+08:00

Chickens Anyone? ahaa

Afternoon~
hot day yeah?
im trying to strike out all my projects
that have to be done ASAP
currently doingg literature chapter rewrites.
yeah so after that is the NPCC rotation schedule.
followed by the parade planning on computer.
the PPT presentation for the Council this thursday.
then its D&T. whoa~ that IS alot!
- Ayesha

2009-01-31T00:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, being alone is a nice feeling

Midnight darlings.
had pure history test today.
it was kinda easy, the question i mean.
dont think i'll ace it but i'll scrape through.
parade has been planned. now to confirm it.
ouhkayy. almost 1am. loves <33
-Ayesha

2009-01-28T20:50:00.004+08:00

hunger & exhaustion

today, was tiringg
and to think i got away from my duties.
they dump MORE and MORE duties on me.
i have to do a PPT presentation next week.
a camp to organize (2 in fact)
and a parade to plan. OMFGG.
on top of that, i have homework and tests. f---!
and just now, Miss Uma was like
"why are you acepting their letters and excuses?
they should come and give me personally yknow.
Mr Neo says keep in the book, but next time give it to me"
and i go f---. at least they wrote the letters.
got a lecture, and MORE work. AIGOOO~~~!
im dead tired already. and i havent studied
f---.

-Ayesha

2009-01-27T17:26:00.002+08:00

No captions for this picture. LOL

Hello!
tomorrow we're goingg backk to school~
had a change in blogskin. more, umm (insert opinion here)
haha! im sorry. youve noticed that my posts have been
rather random and short lately yeah?
i think i'll blog this way more often.
Daddy lost his phone yesterday. lools
and coincidentally, Kame's phone was spoilt too.
haha! im abusing the emoticons like he is.
but he abuses them more. LOL.
adorable turtle
and Genji! youre adorable calling me Aya!

-Ayesha

2009-01-26T21:44:00.003+08:00

Super-Old-Picture :D

Dearest Smelly Girl,
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!
Nur Syaza is offcially 16 today!
Syaza, the oldest of us Gilerrs.
but the most playful! kan? ahaaa :D
honeyy, i wishh youu all the best in the future.
Along with yourr N & O's
this is my last year withh youu.
so lets make it rockk!
thanks for bringing much laughter as always.
EAT, but exercise yeahh Syazaaaa!
<3333

-Ayesha

2009-01-25T15:05:00.004+08:00

Im feeling lost right now

Afternoon
I just got the news and my head hurts
i dont mind him posing for An. An magazine.
but if theres a (insert whatever here)
we'll be heartbroken *sad face*
i saw the MatsuJun & Yamapi ones.
i dont want a Kame one!

-Ayesha

2009-01-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

Still finding for pictures. ahaaa~ ^.^''

went to town withh daddy todayy.
in attempt to buy KAT-TUN merchandises.
f---! their latest CD was suuuper expensive!
andd no sign of their Queen Of Pirates Concert DVD yet *sobs*
BUT! went to get some other Japanese stuff *happy face*
then i saw 'New Moon' andd, I BOUGHT IT :DD
end of dayy.

ps: never wear heels when going to town.
- Ayesha

2009-01-23T22:54:00.002+08:00

I ran out of pictures ^.^''

Night.

Today was boring.
except for the time after school withh Teera & Amy.
like OMGG. i havent laughed so hard.
in a long time ehyy. HAHA!
ouhkayy, tired. end here.
goodnight.
- Ayesha

2009-01-22T23:21:00.005+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday ZATI! :D

Youre turning 22 at midnight!

Thanks for all the fun convos we had!
and all the Kame fangirling *giggles*
Wishing youu happiness in life.
and of course, for youu to me KAME!
(like, WE ALL want that haha!)
hope we can be friends for a long time
and if KAT-TUN ever comes to Malaysia
hope we can go together babe!
thanks for everything and as Kame says:
"I wish we can stay in our 20s forever!"
Otsukame! <333

2009-01-22T20:12:00.002+08:00

Its a lonely world out there

Night.
OMG. i feel extremely exhausted.
i was so restless today, except during running.
im still shocked by the expectations of the
UGO thingy yesterday. GOD.
i though ive finally escaped YLDP.
and the pressure of being Chairman of NSS NPCC 2008.
but then, something else hits.
can i vent something here?
I WANT TO STUDY DAMNIT! *angry face*
thats better. and to know there are a few friends.
who want the courses and poly i want too.
makes me wanna study even more :D
- Ayesha.

2009-01-20T16:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes fragments of the feelings
are still there ^.^''

Afernoon! ^.^b
its been long since ive had free time.
damn, im tired. i really feel like sleeping.
training tomorrow. ahh~ a long day!
anyway, tonight will be nice *happy happy*
gonna watch KnS via keyhole, while chatting with
Priscilla & Zatieee! haha. i miss them!
yay! lets fangirl about Kame babes! :DD
short post, will update when i can.
thank you, for those still reading (:
- Ayesha.

2009-01-18T12:08:00.003+08:00

stop sitting in front of the telly
and do your homework :D

backk from Johor! :D
and now doing my literature summaries.
ive sent the first one to Ms Shaleni already.
and to Tarzan, thankks for helping me with.
my literature drafts on Friday. youre a big help! (:
please do guide me when i need help.
if youu dont mind that is ^^'

alright, i made a schedule in my phone.
so its IMPOSSIBLE for me to forget to study.
and there's an alarm. so i cant cabot from it. LOL.
sounded weird. alright, it was a small update.
now back to studying. fighting! :D

2009-01-15T20:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BITHDAYY DANNY-NII :DD

Dannyy da 16 uhkk seyhh. haha!
all the best, like ive said before.
i want to see youu go to poly tauu!
thankks for everythingg & still being there for me.
i couldnt ask for a better Bigbrother.
hope youu ewnjoyed today!
and im so so sorry i cant go to your pit.
your present, kamu tunggu ye next week?

from your loving pendek sister,
- Ayesha -

2009-01-13T22:31:00.003+08:00

Scary or Sad? youu decide.

today was ouhkayy. enjoyed mass run :D
iknow. AYESHA, something's wrong with youu. HAH!
anyway, Dannyy-nii's turning 16 in 1 & a half days time.
he's uber happy. HAHA.
and ive decided i'll take up Mr Long's offer.
(primary school teacher)
on tutoring me in math. cause iknow i really REALLY need help.
and i seriously want to go to SP for my.
Communication & Social Sciences course.
EVERYTHING I WANT IS IN THAT ONE COURSE.
im dead scared for my O's. i so want distinctions.
heres my expectations of myself:

AYESHA'S TARGETS FOR O'S 2009

English: A1
D&T: A1
Math: B3
Malay: B3
Pure History: A1
Combined Sciences: B4
Combined Humanities: A2

i have frickin' high expectations on myself.
i really never wanted something so bad before.
and like, for my PSLE and getting into NSS.
i didnt have to work hard at all to come here.
i really didnt put in much effort. but now, and only now.
will officially be my first time working so hard for something.
goshh its so much pressure. and on top of that.
its my last year with the wonderful 4EC.

currently chatting with some CR friends.
goshh i miss them so much! its been long since i had.
a nice convo with them cause school started.
its nice to fangirl about Kame again! :D
and today's 13 JANUARY! the new drama is out!
and too bad i didnt get to see it live yet.
cause i just downloaded the player.
i'll watch it live next week :DDD *happy mode*
end of post. have a sleep & a good day tomorrow ^^

2009-01-12T21:39:00.003+08:00

Looks cold and distant?
well, thats life.

Calcium carbonate decomposes on high heat
to form calcium oxide and carbon dioxide.
Calcium oxide being a basic oxide will
neutralize the acidic oxide and nitrogen dioxide.

yes, believe it or not i DID write that 200 times.
now its frickin' stuck in my head 0_0

2009-01-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

Interpret; Life

Short post. went SP & TP yesterday with the girls.

TP, definite out of my choice now.

but SP really made me really, REALLY interested :D
currently wanting Communication & Social Sciences

or courses on Architechture & Design

plus! Theres Archery for sports in CCA.

and of course, the Japanese Culteru Club!

told ya it was short ahahh! (:

2009-01-08T22:18:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, youu can be Superwoman :D

hello! so sorry for being away. yeah, school started.
anyway, Mr. Faizal's teaching me again! haha.
and he's our form teacher. super-cool :D
training starts tomorrow. and i cant wait to take my squad this year!
gosh, they'll be small2 little sec1's haha!
saturday i'll be going to the Polytechnic open houses.
along with Sitieee and the rest. Temasek~! haha. *hyper*

----

i cant believe i cried watching KAT-TUN's Queen Of Pirates 2008 concert.
i really didnt expect to cry! it was really amazing.
live concerts are always the best (:
i neeeeeeeeeeed to own the concert DVD.
daddy! bring me to Heeren soon!

2009-01-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

iknow this is japanese stuff but let me rant a lil (:

GOD! I JUST SAW

KAT-TUN'S QUEEN OF PIRATES CONCERT.

it was frickin' magnificent!

I SOOO BADLY WANT THE DVD!

2008-12-31T10:53:00.004+08:00

A few more steps to 2009

morning.
i do this every year. i'll post top things; good and bad.
about the recent year. frankly, 2008 was a real good year (:

GOOD THINGS
1. I still have the very best friends
2. I can frickin' play the guitar
3. didnt fight with Danny-nii

BAD THINGS
1. I still cant pass math
2. Fought with Chibi & Tarzan for the FIRST time
3. Somehow, im loosing important people

SONGS
1. Someday For Somebody; Kamenashi Kazuya
2. Save You; Simple Plan
3. If i were a boy; Beyonce

MEMORABLE EVENTS
1. Trip to Perth in June
2. GILERRS outings
3. 3EC outings

MOVIES
1. Koizora (Sky of love)
2. Yes Man
3. Ah Long Ptd

DRAMAS
1. Bloody Monday
2. Supernatural 1 & 2
3. Heroes 1, 2 & 3

THINGS I WANNA DO IN 2009
[] Pass my goddamned O's
[] Completely memorize Hirigana & Katakana characters
[] Take my Japanese courses
[] KAT-TUN have their overseas concert!
[] Improve on my guitar
[] Pass mathematics
[] Really really REALLY try and study super-hard

i'll post again later on at night.
andd, small advice. say YES to things.
but, only if youu want to.
cause good things may just happen (:

2008-12-30T11:53:00.002+08:00

Look at life like this, and smile (:

mid-dayy.
im going out in like, 5mins andd i still have time to blogg.
HAHA! ouhh godd Ayesha :p
yesterdayy's pool party with 3EC was superr-funn!
but people left with the fun justt startedd.
blogg about that tomorrow.
ive a date with Dewi Hirtutiyatini Bte Awi now :D
we're catching YES MAN. Jim Carrey movie! YESAAAHH!

2008-12-28T12:52:00.003+08:00

from Amalina who lives in Busan (South Korea)
i find this picture cool :D

the date with the lovely GILERRS was awesoooooome!
ouhh boy and Twilight was also super-cool :D
just spending the whole day with yourr BFFs is so refreshing.
we've heard it many times, "primary friends dont last"
AS IF! we've been with each other in till now!
girls im proud to have youu as my BFFs.
im proud to be in the GILERRS withh youu babes.
lols and im gonna workk in daddy's hotel next yearr.
with who? Princess D! haha. and gladly, if the others were to join (:
golly goshh yesterday was amazingg like anythingg.
haha. after Dayana posts the pictures up, i'll post yeah?
the fun we had, is beyond words <3333's

2008-12-27T10:36:00.003+08:00

the skies look like this today

do they? im not sure. HAHA :D

hello youu :D

today's the date withh the lovely GILERRS a.k.a BFFs <333

i assumed yesterday night Syazaaaa didnt sleep.

on the count of she texted me at 1plus in the morning.

while i was watching Bam's Unholy Union on MTV.

telling me that Edward Cullen was effing hott & he was hers. HAHA!

i miss Bam Margera (is that how youu spell his name? lol)

esp Viva La Bam. goshh hes getting married already!

ouhkayy ii better freshen up and get ready for today.

and yeah, youu guessed. i just woke up :D

toodles ya'll

PS: Dannyy, im sure i can make it

but if yknow me too well, yknow i wont stay over night.

haha. thanks for the invite :D

2008-12-26T18:10:00.002+08:00

And were watching it tomorrow! :DD

alright! everyone's free tomorrow!
haha the last time we met up was during Hari Raye.
and the last time we went out as just the GILERRS.
was super-long-ago. but we're meeting up tomorrow!
and itching to watch Twilight :DDD

2008-12-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

No he cant beat Miyavi on the guitar \m/

night.
sorry for not posting. aside from Elahh's birthday post.
andd the Gilerrs posts, i havent been blogging muchh.
caught a flu a few days ago. and i cut my hair super short.
so it'll grow out nicely just in time when school starts.
anyway, i havent done anything much.
just dramas, onlining and my guitar.
im sure your lives are waaaaaaay more fascinating right? haha.
anyway Shah! set ehkk 11 April? haha.
and thanks for offering to burn the cd's.
appreciate it much! :D

so i met Spider-Mann just yesterday to pass him his X'mas gift.
he texted me just now, haha im glad he liked it (:
and Danny! i met your mum otw to the library after that. LOL.
i couldnt recognize her, but i recognized your sister. haha.
on the way, Dewi texted asking if i wanna go library.
LOL. i was already otw! haha. Great minds think alike right Dewi? haha
caught up on whats been going on. then window-shopped.
decided to catch "Yes Man" on the 29th together too (:
next week's gonna be pretty packed.
outings and all. hell, i havent finished homework.

ouh and i saw KAT-TUN's White X'mas on MTV the other day.
damn. i was so estatic :D
sorry for the dry post. shall post soon.
as i have something to get out of my system.

2008-12-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

Cant tell what im feeling? too bad :p

[ DEARR GILERRS ]
i met Khuza the day before she left for KL.
said she'll be back by this friday.
and welcome home Princess D & Fashaaa! :D
so Khuza said she could make it on saturday.
BUT! Princess had already booked that date.
HAHA. so what about sunday?
lemme know babes. *muahhs*

2008-12-21T11:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAHH :D

why hello (:
i turned on my computer right after i woke up.
haha iknow, im sooooo lazy :p
so i looked at my taggie, i saw the name ELAH.
mind youu ii was still blur from waking up.
ii was super blurr uhkk! HAHA.
thankks forr tagging. youu sure woke me up in the morning!

Elahh babe, just 2 more weeks till i get to see youu! *squeals*
youre officially 15 today. forever young nampak! HAHA.
may god bless youu withh good health and happiness.
along withh youu meeting wonderful people in life.
all the best for your N's next yearr, and O's after that.
and, all the best in life too (:
<3333's, Ayesha

PS: Jannah Stoint wished youu happy birthday too (:
PSS: I CANT BELIEVE IM TALKING TO YOUU NOW :D
PSSS: HAPPY 32th birthday LUKAS ROSSI!

2008-12-16T12:16:00.000+08:00

Im hungry! :D

[ DEAREST GILERRS; ]

ouhkayy so 2 of our babes are goingg on holiday.
so i guess we're going after they come back! haha.
so what dates youu babes free on?
Princess D comes back 23, Fashihahahah 22.
and ive checked the rating Khuza, its PG.
but, i'll be going out with Dewi to movies soon.
so i'll double-check at the cinema yeah?
even if it IS NC16, we have Fasha :DD
suuuuperr-tall-womann. HAHA! jk jk :p
hit me backk babes *hugs* <33

PS: i'll still call youu Princess D, Dayana. haha!
if not, KARATY. choose :P

2008-12-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

3EC Outingg (:

2008-12-14T18:15:00.000+08:00

I'll have to wait 8 years more ^v^

hello hello~
this post if for my dearr GILERRS yeahh?
babes! ouhkayy so we'll go watch Twilight.
but not on the first day cause confirm cant get tix.
so we'll go on the 3rd day which is 21dec can?
if not, we'll go when Princess D comes back.
its showing at Orchard, AMK, Causeway & Cineleisure i think.
(i was lazy to spell the whole name. HA!)
so Syaza wants to watch at Orchard. ouhkayy with that?
maybe we'll go early, get our tix then makan.
after the movie should be around 5 or 6plus.
maybe dinner or just stroll around Orchard yeah?
text/tag me babes *muahhs* (:
<33's

2008-12-09T15:27:00.000+08:00

Strawberries! :D

good afternoon. short post for today.
so ive decided for us NPCC to go Wild Wild Wet.
hope its ouhkayy with the rest yeah?
we'll go by this week. maybe saturday?
anyway, i had the shock of my life today.
i wanted to bathe, so i took my clean clothes from my closet.
walking to the bathroom i accidentally dropped my baju.
i screamed. OMFG.
there was a frickin' dead cockroach.
fuck, i super hate cockroaches uhkk!
goshh, really man, what a way to start a day.
mother ----

2008-12-08T19:36:00.001+08:00

the skies are crying

its been raining, all day & its frickin' cold
yknow whats the best way to start off a rainy morning?
hearing a friend's voice that you havent heard.
in such a long time.
i put my phone to maximum volume this morning.
so i wouldnt miss Amy's call.
she called around 9:30am. and i was SOO happy.
why? cause she gave me a number.
so i called that number, and when the girl picked up the phone.
i cried, with sheer utter joy and happiness.
i was talking to Nurnabilah Bte Mohd Shah; Elahh.
i really couldnt describe how happy i was.
she seemed like the same Elahh iknew.
goshh i missed her sooo darn much!
she got to go out just for today to celebrate Hari Raye Haji.
but had to be back there by 6pm.
dang, it was soooo refreshing to hear her voice!
this is the best hari raye haji god gave me :D

2008-12-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

Its like; Magic.

ouhkayy so hands down, IM BORED o(-_-)o~[..zzz..]
what have i been doing the whole day?
talking with my friends from all over the world (& friendster)
YES, the world. ouhh! i met a Japanese dude (online)
hes HOTT. goshh goshh goshh! he's on CR. haha.
plus, i nailed the song Good Riddance by Greenday.
its an awesoooome song. the intro was tricky though.
and it seems like both Syaza & Khuza (plus moi)
simply cannot wait to catch Twlight. HAHA!
Fasha, Princess & Fitra! youu babes comingg? <3333's
gosh this is such a randoooooom post *sticks tongue out*
and i simply ADORE this song in my blog now.

ps: Welcome home NAMMIE! :D
PSS: class outing in 3days :DDDDDDDD

2008-12-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

and i cant wait for this movie! :D
when is 18dec gonna come!?

2008-12-01T13:42:00.000+08:00

Mysteries

Well HELLO there
how've youu all been? (:
sorry ive dissappeared off the face of the earth for a month.
LOL. ii needed a breakk but im back!
so, i cant remember what ive been doing.
apart from updatingg my J-Blogg and watching dramas.
so i'll blog what ii cann rememberr yeahh?

a few weeks ago, Syaza Dewi and Ifahh came over.
*gaaaah* it was heaps fun!
too badd Nammie didnt come.
they watched Koizora, first we were all happily
talking and thinkingg whats gonna happen next.
then, it got all silent. HAHA! OMGG.
the death scene got them, they cried.

ive been really active in CR lately. the people there are nice (:
ii have to officially wait 1 yearr forr my Japanese courses.
but since i couldnt wait any longer, ii already started.
ii mean hey, CR aint all about fan-girling and watching Dramas.
i got all my studying materials there ouhhkayy!
since ive already nailed the basics, im learning how to make
proper sentances along with reading and wrinting.
i swear it aint easy cause youre learning alone.
but, i can proudly say I CAN READ & WRITE JAPANESE :D
so yeah, if youre wondering what ive been doing
while on Hiatus, ive been learning the language. hee.

class outingg is this SATURDAY! 3EC i miss youu heaps!
ii cant wait to see youu guys again! <3333.
ps: ELAHHHH~! goshh ii miss youu.

GILERRS, wanna watch TWILIGHT the movie on 18dec?
miss youu babes! text me yeahh if youu wanna go.
ps: DRSA, yourr blogg private ehkk?
cause ii cantt go in LOL. ii thinkk cause ii change my blogg email.
<3333's>

2008-11-07T17:31:00.000+08:00

2008-10-21T11:34:00.001+08:00

didnt go to school todayy.
woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
along withh a conversation via sms withh someone.
who seemedd irritated withh me.
gee, at the very least nothingg unfortunate happened.
while she was withh us rightt?
at least thankk us for taking care of her.
instead of sounding drop-dead irritated withh me.
its like, youre trying to sayy im the bad influence.
just cause we went home at nightt?
well, excuse me for trying to hangg out with my primary friends.
thankks A LOT Daniel Hakim.

anyway, afterr thatt, myy computerr became pissy towards me.
idk how manyy times ii hit the screen.
now its better & im waitingg for CKT episodes to load.
(though its not even subbed) while listening to.
L'Arc~en~Ciel's Nantsu No Yuuutsu.
c'mon CKT, ii need a laughh, deperatelyy.
cause theres somethingg in myy throat.
thatt wont seem to come out.

2008-10-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

To dearest Farhan Afiq.

Happy Birthdayy yeahh?

we've been friends for like, 8 years already?

haha. its been thatt long? wow.

time flies Farhan & im blessed to know youu.

thoughh we've onlyy been in the same class twice.

im really happy we are able to keep a good friendship.

thankks forr beingg there forr me alwayys.

cause youu always seem to know what's on myy mindd.

yknow whenn im troubled, whenn im down.

& youu never fail to cheer me up (:

i'll still keep correctingg yourr englishh thoughh.

haha. andd YOUU keep beingg my competition.

in myy studies cause franklyy.

youre the onlyy friendd thatt makes me studyy like mad.

stayy healthyy, luckks in the future.

thankks forr beingg the one friendd.

thatt ii cann neverr, everr replace.

love youu alwayys! <3333

now thatt the 3 of youu have yourr presents.

ii justt wanna tell youu thatt.

yourr present can be filled at yourr own will.

fill it withh beautiful memories yeahh?

& on the memos, write somethingg memorable.

plus i'll be addingg more pictures everyy monthh.

to eachh of yourr presents.

all the wayy till its filledd.

ii hope its meaningful & ii hope youu guyys like it (:

2008-10-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

to myy dearestt Best Friendd RALPH.

aka: Spider-mann.

this is the firstt yearr thatt we arentt in the same class.

evenn withh thatt, im thankful thatt our friendship remains (:

iknow youu toldd me youu suckk at cheeringg people up.
but youu always do cheer me up whenn ii needed it mostt.

buildd up thatt sapauu bodyy yeahh? HAHA!

stayy healthyy, STUDYY & practice on yourr piano.

why? cause ii like hearingg youu playy it :D

haha. hope our friendship lasts long.

& YES. youu will get promotedd. dontt worryy.

so, Happy Birthdayy Ralph Paul Chan Zhi Wei!

loves <333333

HELLO!
todayy was myy finals.
sadly, we got 2nd. soooo close uhkk!
Area 11 won 1st.
ANYWAY! ii rushed home after thatt to get readyy.
forr Tarzan's & Spider-mann's birthdayy partyy.
guyys, im sorryy ii was *VERY late (*included by Tarzan. HAHA!)
hope youu guyys like myy presentt.
& ii hope its meaningful too. haha.
so ii gave Spider-mann his presentt.
Tarzan his advance present & Chibi his belatedd presentt.
watchedd Perth videos whichh brought backk.
so muchh memories. ahhh~ ii so missedd it.
sempat singgah Macdonalds NSS. thenn balikk.
esokk raye NVPS uhkk seyhh! tklehh sabarr! :DD
update again on sundayy.
i'll postt myy message to Tarzan on thatt dayy (:

2008-10-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

learningg how to play My Heart by Paramore.
haha. its kinda easy uhkk. KINDA hahah.
ouhkayy now im gone.
:D

2008-10-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

tommorow is the last paperr!
i'll give chemistry myy all cause iknow.
somehow ii screwed up physics.
CMON CHEMISTRY PAPERS! GIMME YOUR BEST SHOT!

2008-10-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

wei! hello~! HAHA.
firstly, SELAMAT HARI RAYE to all muslims.
(im late iknow. haha!)
saye meminta maaf kepada siapa2 yangg saye buat salahh.
kalauu tergossip, tersinggung perasaan.
saye minta maaf ye? haha.
goshh myy malayy suckks. ii dontt wanna embarass myself further.

HAHA. anyywayy, the exam week has been so far.
ratherr stressful ii mustt sayy.
Mathh officially finishedd TODAY. im soooo happyy!
paper 1 was tougher than paper 2. kinda pleased.
ii thinkk ii did fairly well in pure histt.
englishh, yknow myy highh expectations. haha.
malayy, hantam sembarangg! haha.
social studies, ii was real happyy iknew relevant points (:

ii justt onlyy realized thatt sleepingg earlyy.
make yourr brain workk better. LOL.
i'll sleep earlyy from now on. weeee~
currentlt chatting withh Silaaaas.
haha miss chatting withh him. Silaaas! hearr thatt? HAHA.
talkingg aboutt studies & randoom stuff.
alrightt. gotta go now. byeas!
lucks forr remaining papers!

ps: Elahh, imy. akuu mimpi kauu! <3333

2008-09-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

with the sky, as the only witness

the words "thank you", is sometimes

much sadder than the words "goodbye"

hello! ive not been updatingg iknow.
ouhkayy so the week's been kinda packedd.
mum asked dme to skipp school on fridayy.
so thatt she couldd bringg me to Johor's Kota Raya.
to shop forr myy Hari Raye clothes.
im wearingg greeeeeen this yearr. & also white heels to matchh.
it costt mum &106 included withh otherr stuff ii boughtt.
whoops! correction. it costt DADDY. loool.
& he still owes me a movie treatt.
hes takingg leave specially for me to bring me to watchh.
Hana Yori Dango Final at AMK hub.
awwww thankks daddyy! ily :DDDD

yesterdayy, wentt to have a meetingg forr the NPCC project.
now thatt we've enteredd the finals, the workload is reallyy alot.
ii hope thatt we cann win. cause we put in soo muchh effort!
ah~ withh this, ii still gotta worry alot about exams.
but it seems ii kinda lost alot of mood recentlyy.
ii justt cann really put myy fingerr on whatt the cause is.
but whatt iknow is thatt, it really botheringg me.
anywayy, i'll still have to make this exam myy firstt priority.
all the bestt people! studyy hardd!

2008-09-23T20:19:00.001+08:00

"a river that flows, is strong

but i dont want to be the river

i'll be the sky, and follow you forever"

- From the movie, 恋空 ( Koizora ) ; Sky of Love

andd todayy was once againn dull.

ii failedd chemistryy byy 1 markk.

ouhh godd im damn angryy. but passedd physics! :D

haha. nothingg muchh. bored in englishh, malayy & literature.

afterr school hadd malayy oral examinationn.

in the waitingg room, it was superbb kekekk.

& me andd abangg laughedd so hardd while Nabil.

was tryingg to readd the newspaperr in bahasa baku.

ii saidd he seemedd autistic & thatt crackedd us up.

cikgu saidd ii hadd relevantt pointts for the conversation.

but ii need to improve myy bahasa, HAHA!

whichh was so true. stayedd in the NPCC room.

withh Chibi & Tarzann. Chibi was boredd.

so he startedd throwingg thinggs & Tarzan playedd withh matches.

wentt home withh Tarzan & Syazaaa whom we met at the bus stop.

home, studyy, sleeeep thenn buka.

endd of dayy.

[ im still quite upset. sheeshh. Tarzan yknow whatt ii meann ]

TAGG REPLIES

- [ Nameraaa ]

iknew it! somehow ii got the feelingg youu were there!

haha instinct dikatekn haha!

ouhh youu rememberedd ehyy aboutt him?

hehhh.

- [ The Prodigy ]

OMGG namerr maintain uhkk.

haha. but iknow who youu are. durhh the wayy youu write.

lol. how do yknow he will?

somehow, ii dontt thinkk he will.

thatts whyy ii dontt botherr to tell him.

2008-09-22T21:56:00.001+08:00

sometimes i get mad

even if it doesnt concern me

i'll just keep shut, for now

nothingg muchh todayy. it was, dull.

studied during physics-free-period withh Parames.

im dead-scared for FYE uhkk.

chemistryy, ii triedd to absorb as muchh as ii couldd.

mathh, nothing muchh happenedd.

malayy, watchedd some videos.

ive lostt some mood right after chemistryy.

ii justt. ahh~! its no use typingg here.

its no use typingg anyy of it here!

cause whyy? youu wouldnt understandd.

& youu cann tell me it doesnt concern me.

whatt freakingg guts of youu to tell me thatt!

of course it concerns me! it concerns us all!

but im sure youu wontt understandd.

gee thankks alot.

2008-09-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

ummmm

ii forgot to do a Three Lined Love Letter today

haha, so, yeahh.

ii watchedd KIDS the movie.
the damn first part wont load properly.
so ii skipped to the second part.
ii didnt expect it to make me cry thatt bad.
OMGG. it was touchingg.
the true meaning of friendship is reflected there.
well since it was a japanese movie.
i'll blogg it at myy J-blogg. haha.
bye bye!